peeled ur picture off the wall

this is to everybody who doesnt think i love them, this is to show you i care, this is for the times that happened which werent kind even if you dont remember, this is to everybody i didnt love back, this is for everyone who wants to be loved, this is to say sorry, this is for people i should have shown more love to in the past, this is to show you nothings fair, this is to show you i dont pretend, this is to tell you i dont wanna live without you, this is to tell you i cant live without you, this is horrible, this is me being rubbish again

"Well it's not fair, it's not even close You tied me down where I'm forced to watch As you poke holes in every part of me Containing something secretly Something sacred to me Well I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay It's never fine when you go away These cuts run deep, these scars are permanent And always on display This makes things difficult for me It's not fair, it's not even close You fed me the sun, burned me up inside And watched me choke on everything we did On everything we lived Let's see if I can live again Well I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay It's never fine when you go away These cuts run deep, these scars are permanent And always on display This makes things difficult for me Head like an empty, sterile room Somehow I made a mess Like watching newborn babies crack from work related stress Head like an empty, sterile room Somehow I made a mess Like watching newborn babies crack from work related stress I'm bad luck, can't fuck, got no reflection today Maybe I'll stay down next time I get hit by a train By a train Well I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay It's never fine when you go away"